Ollie - Wasted lyrics

Just feel like I'm always running
Yeah, it's like

I've been running from the devil
On these late nights
Trying everything to settle
Get my pace right
I lay stressing in bed 'til I go to sleep
That's for anyone who wonders
What my day like
Feel the tears in my eyes but I hold back
Like the more that I struggle
I just fall flat
It's the worst type of sad
That you can't explain
Got me stuck inside my mind
And it's all black
As if I'm giving up my life
Tryna live a dream
Now I'm constantly running
Here let me set the scene
Often broke and alone, so I coped on my own
'Til eventually I was lost
Somewhere in between
Somewhere far between the past and
The place I'm going
Got some scars on my heart
That I'm never showing
Rather keep to myself than to
Plead for your help
It's why I'm craving nicotine
When the liquor flowing
See the smile on they face, say it take time
But the timing is killing me
Rather fake mine
The obsessions of depressed and awake minds
Is it fate trying to tell
Me something I can't see?
A lot of this is really starting
To seem like the same lines
A feeling that been killing me slowly
If I'm real, ain't nobody truly know me
A cold world when the days all lonely
It's got me spilling out my
Guts and my secrets
When I'm staring at the moon, it's a reflex
Wishing I could bring back who I once was
But maybe then this whole song
Would just mean less
I'm still praying when I'm
Gone they'll remember me
And the days I was broke they won't ever see
Temptation in my veins tryna hold on
Make the song start to sound like a memory
Like a memory yeah

Yeah, I'm still I'm still
I'm still tryna run from myself
Yeah, I'm still I'm still
I'm still tryna run from myself
I just never ran away i'm still I'm still
I'm still tryna run from myself
Yeah, I'm still I'm still, I'm still tryna