Omar LinX - Forgive Me lyrics

Have I lost myself?
When they turn away my helping hand
No they don't want my help
They don't feel my pain
No I'll just get in the way
When that flame burns out
Then it's never the same
Where the fuck did all my friends go?
If you see 'em will you say hello?
Let 'em know it's all good, LinX said so
I'm kidding ima get 'em all
'No friend of mine' they should put
That on your motherfuckin' headstone
Focused on my return, the comeback I deserve
I'm putting work so every
Verse is more absurd i'm going berserk
Now you fuckers've struck a nerve
For what it's worth
They in the grave and throwing dirt
They say I'm killin' 'em all
Get rid of 'em all
I don't see the point in playing
If you're willing to fall
Startin' to kinda question
Are you really involved?
Because you're acting like a bitch and
I'm sick as a dog forgive me

Watchu doing LinX? Its okay, I got this
What are you in this for, really?
I don't know music? Nah
This is only fucking revenge yeah
Just think this through

With a ski mask and a
Buck knife screaming fuck life
I don't need this anyways
I got this world set for detonate
And correct me if I'm wrong but
We all seen a better day
I been living out my life like a renegade
Watching all my people fade away
Thought we'd never change
Lost the only girl I loved just the other day
And I just haven't been myself
Since she went away

But now my ex's wanna be reconnected
Was it something that I said?
Something that I texted
Something on my neck
Something like my necklace
Something I don't need, something reckless?
I just want to see
Some cheese selling records
Where were you when I was
Sleeping on a bench?
Now it's 30 thou thousand in the crowd
I don't even flinch mami I'm the shit
What am I to think? I am so legit
By the looks of this I'll be getting rich

And the funny thing about it is
You'll never see a cent
You'll be digging in your pockets
You can barely pay the rent
What did you expect? how'd this
Play it in your head
What you'd follow me on Twitter
Now apparently we friends?
I'ma hold this to the end
Buried in the ground
Shit, I'd go to town if they ever let me out
Vengence on my mind
Let 'em know it's going down
If I turned this up loud
Can you motherfuckers hear me now?

Alright, so
Its like what do they what do they need?
Long time coming what's the point of this?
So I told 'em gotta give 'em something now
Its what I fucking told 'em
Its about that time
It's like they really want more?
I'll give 'em more mOR"

There's something new about me
I don't feel the same
I'm in a new place starting up a new game
I keep it moving like I'm
Livin out a suitcase
Waiting for this moment to arrive
But it's too late
I'm obsessed with the thought of success
The reason that I'm missing is
The reason that I left
I see 'em playing checkers but
The boy playing chess
Thinkin 10 moves ahead
I can see 'em getting stressed

And they damn well better be
Cus I don't see no competition
I'm my own worst enemy bottle of Jack got me
Acting like a psychopath
The way I party I don't know
Why they invite me back
I've hit a low but I know I'm getting close
The stars are aligned, all I see is open road
Its all in my reach
There ain't nothing outta sight
Its a brand new day but
It's time to say goodnight forgive me