Omar LinX - Scatter Brain lyrics

I'm trying to understand
But I don't want to go
I just want to breath
I thought I'd let them know
I want to turn off for a little bit
Not a long time, just a little bit
Let me burn out like a cigarette
Let it die down, I can live with it
It's so unreal, so innocent
They're saying I changed, I could give a shit
I could care less, that's the real truth
Just trying to live my life, nobody asked you
Or you could tag along, but don't have to
So how to rope you in with no lasso
What you're brand new? I'm the old boy
The big cheese, tell 'em no soy
Tell 'em you're sorry
The motherfucker that made
Something from nothing, now look at me so coy
So ill, I'm telling you I'm not well
I'm telling you I'm not well I'm
Telling you it ain't fine
I'm telling you it ain't fine
You're saying that I'm wrong
And you knew it all along
Well I've been saying that the whole time
Saying that the whole time The
Fuck are you doing here?
Take a trip, never mind the souvenir
In the clear waiting for a new year
Between me and you this shit is getting weird
Now I'm looking through my phone
Looking through my phone I've been
Getting in my zone
Getting in my zone Think I'm
Probably good to go
'cause I didn't even know I
Was sitting here alone
Sitting here alone I am all that is left
All that is left This is all in my head
All in my head I have lost it again
Already tripped, I am on to the next