Oncue - Alive lyrics
[Oncue - Alive lyrics]
Why's it 2 o'clock in the morning
Outside all I hear is your car starting
The dogs barking, thinking the same as me
Why you up at this hour?
Why you gotta leave?
Yesterday I found baking soda in your trunk
Tellin' me it was there to
Take away all the skunk
All the mildew and mold you lie like Phil do
You hold your stash so you
Can cut down your coke
Eleven years old, oh I was so young
Never did know, damn I was so dumb
Is this hereditary? For me to fail again
Walk around my own house living with a alien
I swear, this ain't my fathers face
Nah it ain't his skin
What type of fuckin' place is this
To raise a kid up in?
Tryin' get through, all the shit I've been
All I know, me and Momma just try live again
Haley, we made it out alive
Don't tell me, we bout to lose the fight
Just one more, oh, one more night
We made it out
We made it out this mother fucker alive
I swear when you left a part of me died
All those nights with Mom, watching her cry
Havin' a hard time drying my own eyes
Fightin' to wake up every day tryin'
To keep it all inside
You should have saw her
She so weak back then
I thought you were dead
We didn't speak back then
Thrown us both away for a
Motel and a crack pipe
It was probably all so perfect in a past life
My songs were the only thing
To make me act right
Grammys probably so proud
I chose my path right
All those letters you wrote mom
When you black out picking me up from sport
Games all cracked out
So lost that, I needed a signal
Thinkin' bout all the shit
Me and Mom been through
Crack these jokers windows thinking
It would get you i'm sorry if it hurts
This the only thing I vent through
Haley, we made it out alive
Don't tell me, we bout to lose the fight
Just one more, oh, one more night
We made it out
We made it out this mother fucker alive
I know you take back, the act going on
Blackmailin' Mom
I know you give back, the insurance money
Admit you were wrong
What if you had to live with the fact
I chose the same path as you
Smoking, poppin' pills
Dropping out of school
I forgive, I definitely don't forget
& I ain't done healing, am I suppose to yet?
Sorry I write these fuckin' records
Where I bash you but, you made your bed and
Sometimes see I have to
Medicate myself, man of the house
Since you and Phil left, I designate myself
Yeah Mommy I fuckin' love you
No one gun' hurt you no more
Angels above you
Dad I forgive you, I pray you remain clean
I'm just glad you're alive to see
Me live out this dream
Haley, we made it out alive
Don't tell me, we bout to lose the fight
Just one more, oh, one more night
We made it out
We made it out this mother fucker alive
Outside all I hear is your car starting
The dogs barking, thinking the same as me
Why you up at this hour?
Why you gotta leave?
Yesterday I found baking soda in your trunk
Tellin' me it was there to
Take away all the skunk
All the mildew and mold you lie like Phil do
You hold your stash so you
Can cut down your coke
Eleven years old, oh I was so young
Never did know, damn I was so dumb
Is this hereditary? For me to fail again
Walk around my own house living with a alien
I swear, this ain't my fathers face
Nah it ain't his skin
What type of fuckin' place is this
To raise a kid up in?
Tryin' get through, all the shit I've been
All I know, me and Momma just try live again
Haley, we made it out alive
Don't tell me, we bout to lose the fight
Just one more, oh, one more night
We made it out
We made it out this mother fucker alive
I swear when you left a part of me died
All those nights with Mom, watching her cry
Havin' a hard time drying my own eyes
Fightin' to wake up every day tryin'
To keep it all inside
You should have saw her
She so weak back then
I thought you were dead
We didn't speak back then
Thrown us both away for a
Motel and a crack pipe
It was probably all so perfect in a past life
My songs were the only thing
To make me act right
Grammys probably so proud
I chose my path right
All those letters you wrote mom
When you black out picking me up from sport
Games all cracked out
So lost that, I needed a signal
Thinkin' bout all the shit
Me and Mom been through
Crack these jokers windows thinking
It would get you i'm sorry if it hurts
This the only thing I vent through
Haley, we made it out alive
Don't tell me, we bout to lose the fight
Just one more, oh, one more night
We made it out
We made it out this mother fucker alive
I know you take back, the act going on
Blackmailin' Mom
I know you give back, the insurance money
Admit you were wrong
What if you had to live with the fact
I chose the same path as you
Smoking, poppin' pills
Dropping out of school
I forgive, I definitely don't forget
& I ain't done healing, am I suppose to yet?
Sorry I write these fuckin' records
Where I bash you but, you made your bed and
Sometimes see I have to
Medicate myself, man of the house
Since you and Phil left, I designate myself
Yeah Mommy I fuckin' love you
No one gun' hurt you no more
Angels above you
Dad I forgive you, I pray you remain clean
I'm just glad you're alive to see
Me live out this dream
Haley, we made it out alive
Don't tell me, we bout to lose the fight
Just one more, oh, one more night
We made it out
We made it out this mother fucker alive