Oncue - Better Than Before lyrics

Outside it’s rainin, my roof is leaking
Inside where pain is
So the truth is speaking
Little did they know in that one level ranch
Cracks would form
All of our hearts would beat
To the devil's dance
All these thoughts are like a plague
In my mind, eating away
I swear to god, I never escaped
Not with death, not with age
Judge by my cover, be my guest
Everyone’s rip the page out
I never amount to nothin
So that means there’s nothing
To say about this
World I’m livin' in, never see dividends
Moment I get ahead
I’m thinking about giving in
Give it in, your inheritance
And a picture with some evidence
Riding on lifes highway with a pair of 10s
How do you not believe me? Can you see me?
Hear me it's so time
How you supposed to leave me
Please stay, I sell everything I own
On ebay, the xbox and tv, yeah you need me

I’m doing better, better than before
And I wrote you this letter
But I left it on the floor
Saying I don’t even miss you
Don’t need you no more
Cause, I’m doing better, better than before
Better than before

What you’re supposed to do when your
Dad’s about to over dose?
In a hotel room free basing
His way to a comatose
My mom’s been mailing letters
To the Oprah show
With all the empty rolls of stamps
Is how you know we broke
We can’t deal with the prblems of
Being stuck on the bottom
So we go and grab the bottle
And I gotta ask myself
Am I the common factor?
That everything I grab or hold falls
To the ground and shatters?
Or maybe, I’m not i doubt it’s the latter
Everything I chase after
Turns around and runs backwards
It’s a hazard
My drywall is cardboard windows
Made of saran wrap
All I’m trying to do is build this
Home and see your hands clap
So much words unspoken, tired of being broken
Heal me I need a potion
Why can’t I feel emotions?
Anymore I’m frozen
Lately I’ve been so fucking numb
Where this paralysis coming from
I don’t know, i’m fucking done
Take a look at me now, take a look at me now

I’m doing better, better than before
And I wrote you this letter
But I left it on the floor
Saying I don’t even miss you
Don’t need you no more
Cause, I’m doing better, better than before
Better than before