Oncue - Broken Language lyrics

I fell in love with her back in junior high
You assumed it right no dress, suit and tie
For a happy groom and bride
I won't be scrutinized
This might not be polite
But, I'm through with lies
I'm just tryna shed some light
I knew how I felt even when i was a punk
Back when i rhymed, i bmx bike off the jump
I knew what it was, didn't wanna be a chump
Cause if i told the other guys
Then they'd probably get me jumped
I hooked up with your friend
Didn't give a shit
A 12 year old too concerned
About his little dick
And where it was going
Thank God it started growing
But that was just some foreshadowing
So nah, i won't belittle shit
I gotta live with it, and die with it too
A young man with regrets, ain't nothing new
Tryna fix something that's broken
Ain't much to do
Even if you never want nothing
You got shit to lose

I wrote a million songs
And they all about you
Where did we go wrong, what did we go to
Cause all I’m hearing is
Screaming and yelling
And ain't no telling, why we so broken

I was coming out my skin when
You gave it up to him
After all we went through and
Everywhere that we'd been
My mood swings swinging like
Fuck it really depends
Stop playing the background acting like
I'm just a friend
The night he died, i never told you this
Thought about what you were going through
Nearly made me sick i sent flowers it was my
Attempt at consoling you
You had a hole in you
Instead of trying groping you
I tried to make you whole and new
That's what a man supposed to do
Consider this a love letter, long overdue
I'd say all the same shit if
I was alone with you but i'm not
I'm writing and i'd probably smoke
A bowl or two now you been hanging with that
Mother fucking prick sally
Then you pushed me on that imgur, bitch bally
I know i can't fix that
Past with a little song
I just wanna tell you i loved you all along

I wrote a million songs
And they all about you
Where did we go wrong, what did we go to
Cause all I’m hearing is
Screaming and yelling
And ain't no telling, why we so broken

All we know is broken language
And all we spoke is broken language
How to cause this pain and anguish
All we are is broken, so broken

Go figure, it can't be
Been together 6 months
Now what? i gotta leave
I guess timing was never really our thing
So despite with the money and
The fame gunna bring
I'm, so sorry you tip toed
I had to let go, and what the fuck
Hiding me from your parents on the down low
There's a metro north ticket
Where do we now go? I don't know
No regrets about the years that
We made it work when your mom was diagnosed
So you had to play the nurse
And i tried to make it home
But i had to make the first
Having different walls against our backs
Only made it worse
I hit the road, then pop the bottle shit
Best believe that i never
Fucked those model chicks
At least i didn't when i was still with ya
Gotta write more
A 16 will paint this whole picture
Cause, it's always second guessing and
The paranoia sets in
And the hole that we were left
In got us arguing and stressing
Broken to the point we wonder
Where the pieces from
More concerned about losing them
Than keeping them
I wish we had the will to believe
I wish we had the will to stay
Life's a reflection of what you see
But, you need to know when to look away

I wrote a million songs
And they all about you
Where did we go wrong, what did we go to
Cause all I’m hearing is
Screaming and yelling
And ain't no telling, why we so broken

All we know is broken language
And all we spoke is broken language
How to cause this pain and anguish
All we are is broken, so broken