ONI INC - Miscarriage lyrics

I′ve never been so sad before i wanna cry
I wanna die but I gotta try
I've never felt this way for sure
I want it back please give it back
Please give it back

I′ve never known heartbreak
But life give & take
I don't know if I'll make it no one knows
So when they ask "you okay?"
I just fake it i′m fucking dead
Can′t believe my eyes
Havin thoughts of suicide lost in my head

I vomit i break
Not much more I can take
I just wanted a family wanted you happy
Instead we have sleepless nights
Crying to sad beats stay moking on mad weed
Never needed a plan B

I've never been so sad before i wanna cry
I wanna die but I gotta try
I′ve never felt this way for sure
I want it back please give it back
Please give it back
I've never known heartbreak
But life give & take
I don′t know if I'll make it no one knows
So when they ask "you okay?"
I just fake it

They say the good die young
But I don′t care you took he
Took you way too early
And if there really is a god
He's gon have to tell me why
The fuck he hurt me
Matter fact, fuck what I want
I really don't deserve it i′m not worthy
It was her that deserve the whole world
The diamonds & the pearls
I would throw it all away
I would lay down in the dirt
& trade places with my babygirl

I′ve never been so sad before i wanna cry
I wanna die but I gotta try
I've never felt this way for sure
I want it back please give it back
Please give it back
I′ve never known heartbreak
But life give & take
I don't know if I′ll make it no one knows
So when they ask "you okay?"
I just fake it