Onsind - Old hazel eyes is back lyrics

Walking past that prison I get
Shivers down my spine
I need a cup of tea and somewhere warm to sit
But the crossword does my head in
I get stuck on every word
I'm adding characters to make the answers fit
'Preparation for the outside
World'- 14 letters, the days
Keep going by, but I'm not feeling better
I just keep it locked inside

I saw myself through your eyes for 180 weeks
Now I'm trying to learn how to see
Again, looking through to what's underneath
But the pictures incomplete

Remembering the day that Peters'
Bakery caught fire
The whole city smelt a bit
Like bread and burning tires, sitting on
The hillside by the car, watching smoke
Clouds fill a sunny sky, chaos from afar
You said you never ever wanted
Me to change, and to my detriment
I'm still the fucking same
Each deficiency remains

I saw myself through your eyes for 180 weeks
Now I'm trying to learn how to see
Again, looking through to what's underneath
But the pictures incomplete

So when you look into these
Eyes, I hope you realise
HMP Durham casts a shadow
Which belies it's real
Size, as the coward always says
It's much easier to
Lock the stuff that tears us up away
Than to see it every day

I saw myself through your eyes for 180 weeks
Now I'm trying to learn how to see
Again, looking through to what's underneath
But the pictures incomplete