Otep - Andrenochrome Dreams lyrics

I had this dream where I woke up
To a grand commotion and uhm I just jumped
From the blankets and whipped the door
From it's lock and rush blindly
Into the blackness of the hallway
But there, on all sides
Lying next to each other were rows and rows
Of executioners

Some were shirtless, robeless
And throbbing with anticipation
Sweat delicatley sneaking
Through their body hair all were hooded
Some like seventeenth
Century guillotine henchemen
Others had crudely made hoods
Like scarecrows or sudden ripped ski masks
With slobber from their clenching jaws
And some had burlap masks sum together
That looked like they
Were made of human skin

Each one held a weapon large mallets
Crudely fashioned axes and large clubs
Pipes

But, I wasn't compelled to retreat
No i was forced to
Move between them
Past their swinging weapons the clubs
The bats the slicing tools
The shovels the large and small axes
Big boards with nails
Staples and razorblades embedded in them
Taking the beating falling down
Getting up again and again
And again and again driven to make it out
At any cost

And next i stumbled into a
This strange marshy world
Where I was, I was oddly drowning
In squirrels and other large
Starving rodents then
From above out on the treetops
Several dolls fell from the branches
Were they were hanging
With nooses made of human hair
They all, uh, they started biting and sucking
And trying to feed from me
Trying to enter my belly
And some pushed large needles
Into my veins and and as I looked back
Some had nails through
Their hands, torsos and throats

I was froze dead eyes
Carbonized as I kicked them away
I could see all around me of piles and piles
Of dead sea life
Large fish, smelly crustaceans
Covered all in dead shrouds

And their soulless empty bodies whispered
A secret language i couldn't decipher
But somehow understood

And their cries were "Feed me feed me"

They wanted me to devour those around them
Chew them up into a paste
And smear them inside their mouths
And as I turned around
I could see the shape of a woman perfect
Perfectly erotic squatting over a pile
Of these dead things
And as I ran to her and said
"what the fuck are you doing?!"

And she had no face and she turned to glass
And suddently cracked and then exploded into
1000 pieces at my feet

And just as I took a quick breath
This world was shoved and decimated
But an intruding tidal wave
Of microorganisms, neutrinos
Exploding atoms, and binding molecules

I was suddenly in the moon then
Frightened, aching, and alone
And that's what I remember most

The ache

I can't escape