Otep - Home Grown lyrics

He hurts me 'Cause he cares
He hurts me and it's all my fault!

Roaches and cigarettes
A sink of hungry dishes
Flies in the afterbirth
I miss you when you're timid

Loving you is nothing new
It's self mutilation i crave the pain
I'm so ashamed but, I love
The stimulation

The last time I died the last time I died
Wasn't nearly this much fun welcome
Welcome

Welcome to the family to this drug addict
Sex fanatic alcoholic tragedy
Welcome to the family to this drug addict
Sex fanatic alcoholic fantasy

I fell down some stairs i ran into a wall
He hurts me 'cause he cares
It's all my fault!

He likes to kill small animals
And blame it on the weather
Father was Andronicus my secret name
Was terror

Loving you is nothing new
It's self mutilation i crave the pain
I'm so ashamed but, I love
The stimulation

The last time I died the last time I died
Wasn't nearly this much fun welcome
Welcome

Welcome to the family to this drug addict
Sex fanatic alcoholic tragedy
Welcome to the family to this drug addict
Sex fanatic alcoholic fantasy

He hurts me 'Cause he cares
He hurts me and it's all my fault
It's all my fault it's all your fault
It's all your fault

Fuck you you insecure
Piece of shit fuck you
Now look what you made me do

Fuck you you insecure
Piece of shit fuck you
Now look what you made me do

Fuck you

If you touch us again
I will fucking kill you

I will make you pay i will make you pay

Now you know how it feels
Now you know how it feels