Ox33n - End myself (ft. amelia) lyrics

I'm not mad and I’m not gone yet
But maybe if I could reverse the time
I'd try to kill myself
Maybe it'd be easier if I died
Maybe you’d be happy tonight

Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself
Maybe I should end myself
Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself
Maybe I should end myself but I'm trying
And living is much easier than dying
Baby, I swear, I was trying
But I fighted it off
Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself
Maybe I should end myself
Don’t like to deal with my stress
Don’t like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself
Maybe I should end myself


I can't handle you crying
But one time I’m not gonna be there
And I am catching all your tears
So you can touch me with care
Living life, 17, I thought it'd be a dream
And now the one thing I
Need is drugs like heroin
I'm not fighting at this point
I'm surviving at this point
It is my daily routine and it’s
Still not enough for me

I'm becoming unholy
I got depressed and lonely
They keep on calling and calling
I'm afraid of going outside because
It keeps haunting me
Makes me feel a little sick in the stomach
Why are people ignoring me?
Calling on my behaviour?
There's my tadded graveyard
Think I'm lost in the world
I can't communicate, I can't act normally
Maybe that's my fate
Maybe I'll die like this
I can feel my soul leaving my body

Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself
Maybe I should end myself
Don't like to deal with my stress
Don't like to deal with my stress
Maybe I should cut myself
Maybe I should end myself