P Money - Is Someone There? lyrics

Yeah broke up with a baby mum
Weren't even that long before
My headline show
Everyone gassed and excited for it
I was backstage thinking my head might go
Man's telling me I'm on next, I know
Just got a text that my son's in hospital
He's okay but I still want to go
Thought about cancelling, I was this close
So intense don't know if I'm alright
Wasn't even gonna tell no one that I'd left
Crowd suspense no P Money, just DJ Intense
Would have been 'mence
Snapped out of it when I heard 'Good luck
Bro' fuck, I just got to get it done and go
Crowd didn't clock man walk on slow
Fam, I was well late for man's intro
I stopped like whoa
'Cause, I flopped the first
The second and the third as well
Didn't want to say that it's over a girl


When I started off that year so well
Where & When, I was on top of the world
The life of the party, moved out of the yard
From here to here is how far I fell
Trust me, you don't know how I felt

Is someone there?
'Cause, I got a lot to say and right now
In this booth it's me on my own
I think I need to let it go and talk
About the things I went through on my own
Every now and then I got to free some
Space in my head before I explode
It's time to not be alone
So I'm asking is someone there?

'Cause in 2019 I was not well
I'm talking health, in-and-out of the doctors
Seeking help online
Tryna figure shit out myself
I learned a lesson
Never Google symptoms, trust me fucking hell
All I did there was stress myself
My insanity slowly floating away in
Need of an anchor
No more room for the jokes or banter
Never forget hearing a man say that I don't
Want to say but that sounds like
(Sounds like)
That whole week of waiting was the worst
Blood tests and a piss one
Never had scans like this one
Scared stiff, thought I was murked
Hella relief when results came back and
It said that it worked praying works
Every night I was saying these words:
'God, please, do not let this be
Please do not take me from this Earth
Guide me through with your wisest words'
Depression kicked in so much it hurt
It took a long time to write this verse

So is someone there?
'Cause, I got a lot to say and right now
In this booth it's me on my own
I think I need to let it go and talk
About the things I went through on my own
Every now and then I got a free some
Space in my head before I explode
It's time to not be alone
So I'm asking is someone there?

'Cause sometimes I still wake up crying
Still haven't got over granddad dying
Even though I made it steeled and ironed
I used to live at my grandma's - school times
Every night I used to sit right by him
He used to cheer me up
If I'm puffing a sighing
Little did I know that time was flying
(Time was flying) he knew me so well I
Couldn't get nothing by him
Knew when I was sad, knew when I was lying
Knew when I was mad
Knew when I weren't trying
Never forget that day, New Years
I spoke to him, eve of New Years
Then I got waken up in the morning
Granddad passed away on new years (New Years)
We lost the head of the family
I'm going through a lot right now so you've
Got to forgive me if I move anti
Grandma's not well, aunties arguing
I wish she was here to guide this family
Luckily I met a woman that saved me
Now I can face all my issues gladly

I'm glad she's here
'Cause, I got a lot to say and before
She came it was me on my own
I think I need to let this go and talk
About the things I went through on my own
Every now and then I got a free some
Space in my head before I explode
It's time to not be alone
So #IsSomeoneThere? (Someone There?)