Pain of Salvation - Ending Theme lyrics

And so I find myself here once again
First step down Remedy Lane
Budapest you tore my world apart
Well, here I am (To be honest
I don't know what I'm looking for)

Worn with rope ends on my mind
Torn with blood scarred in my eyes
But now I'm back to shake that from my life

Ending theme, ending theme
Ripping at the seams, for an opening
Back again at Deák Tér
I know I could have left her there
It was the feeling of leaving myself
That I could not bear
The same old hotel room in Pest
One night before the Sziget fest
Hungarian Princess will you share my rest?
To rest in my

Ending theme, ending theme
Ripping at the seams, for an opening

To be honest I don't know
What I'm looking for, who to be
Sitting here as once before, weeks ago
Just waiting for a knock on that door
And I Have left all I thought
Was me to find out
To make sure if it was you or me
That made me feel so free, so real
But when we kiss I don't know
I just don't know
Cause it leaves a taste of emptiness
And I think: "What if I'm simply depressed?"
Blind, just finding temporary rest from
My mind here in Budapest?
Confusing zest with the joy
Of being blessed with
The bliss of self-escape as we kiss?
And mixing my being unstressed
With your being
Undressed and the taste of being true
With the fresh taste of me
And you as we touch? I don't know
But, I saw so much of me
In you, the me I've missed
The young and free in you
But still, that doesn't mean a thing
May not mean anything about me needing you
But, I guess we had to meet
To be near, to make sure, but still my dear
Beyond this bed and that door, to be honest
I fear I just don't know
Ending theme, ending theme
Fanning flames to dreams of belonging
Ending theme, ending theme
Ripping at the seams, for an opening

To be honest I don't know
What I'm looking for lying here
Watching you leave through that door