Penelope Scott - Shitty song to listen to after a shooting lyrics

You never punch up you always kick down
What do you mean there's no choices
Of course there's choices just look around

You can try your best your whole life
Watch your loved ones die
Because they just couldn't afford to live
Or you can get lucky as shit
Marry someone else rich
And buy a nice big house in the woods
So it can echo that much more
When your loved ones die
Of something you paid
Thousands of dollars to find on an MRI
Or you can opt out and die

You always kick down you never punch up
Even though you of all people
Should know how bad it sucks
You know how bad it sucks so fuck your face
Fuck your dad
Fuck every feeling that you ever had
Fuck your heart fuck your bones
Have fun eating shit forever in hell alone

I don't have to read anything
You ever read or wrote
You're not special just for
Torturing the poor
You unoriginal spineless monster it's
Been done before

If I could kill myself
With no collateral damage
I'd do it for something great
I'd do it to help people i'd do it to save

I'd fucking punch up how dare you kick down
The thick dripping arrogance to
Even have this as
An option Astounds anyone worth a shit
And you're worth less than nothing so
Fuck your lungs fuck your mom
Fuck your whole bloodline and
Your bitter tongue fuck your brain
Fuck your head i'd fucking kill you if
You weren't already dead
Watch your back you fucking clown
'Cause I'll spend eternity hunting you down
Eat my shit eat your blood
Come to my house and I'll eat you for lunch

No one has to listen to anything
You ever read or wrote
They all have important thoughts and feelings
You're a monster and you don't

You're not fucking special just
For making people weep
You're just like every other
Disgusting little creep
Do me a little simple favor when
You get to Hell tonight
Take Nixon's dick out of your mouth
For a second and cry