Pet Shop Boys, Kylie Minogue - In Denial lyrics

In denial: no, my life's a trial
I'm not denying that every little bit hurts
It's a problem, that I'm not solving
Don't mind admitting I feel
Like quitting this job for a while
Getting away before it gets any worse today

You're in denial, and that is final
You're not admitting, you should be quitting
All these queens and fairies and Muscle Marys
The rough trade boyfriend
Who in his pathetic own way denies he's gay
Why can't he see this is a fantasy?

I think I'm going mad
How'd you know if you're going mad?
Look at me, I'm lonely look at me I'm sad

I'm not denying, I could be trying
A little harder
To deal with some of this stuff
Know what I'm thinking
Less drugs and drinking no cigarettes
And you'll feel a little less worth
Is that enough? My life is absurd
I'm living it upside down
Like a vampire working at night
Sleeping all day
A dad with a girl who knows he's gay
Can you love me anyway?