PFV, Lyricold - Dreams lyrics

What do I do I'm kinda numb to the feelings
Man I've succumbed to the realness and
Fell in love with my demons
I need me something for dreaming but
Now that hurts to believe in
Cause I've been working for leeches
Who pledge a worthless allegiance
Inside I'm currently screaming and pinching
Pennies to eat with
I had a fire deep inside that
Left me burnt and then weakened
I've kept the purest of secrets
The pain was buried in lesions and
Man my problems with the
Music lead to stern disagreements with
All my people close
As I just yearn for achievement
I can confirm I'm in need of
Some happiness to be frequent
I'm mid-experiment
But see I'm lacking a thesis
I hope you see me for me
So I'm in stitches and seamless
A neurological genius
Appreciations been fleeting
I'm living life without meaning
I've been implanted with a gift
To grow a tree that
Is seedless to lose it's
Leaves in a sequence
I wish I would be strong
But timing is my weakness
I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I wake up in the morning it's
4 am and I look around i pace a while
Yo it's crazy man this place is wild
I'm thinking how did I make it here?
I hate to sound crazy but I grew up
In a trailer and I'm in a house
Let me take a moment here to tell
You how it was for me
A kid who's sitting all alone
And drawing in a book
To think the way my life would be if
I had money man it's funny
See I thought that having money was the key
To solving everything but it ain't
See people take advantage of you every day
It makes your friends see you
Different and makes them change
They turn to snakes
Living with it man I'm so
Afraid of losing everything
I'm spending it, I need to save
I only wanted us to work so we
Could find a way to find
A place to live and see that
All the bills are paid
But people think because you make a little
Money they can take it all away
But fuck it isn't theirs to take
I hate to say it but my family is all I got
Cause all the haters hate to see
I left the trailer park
I made a life with a girl I wanna
Marry cause she's the only one I got
She's the only one I trust
Oh my god I'm getting sick
And feel like giving up
I made a living off my life
But fuck it's getting tough
Man if I'm dreaming can somebody
Come and wake me up?
I wanna help the ones I love
But fuck I never make enough
I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

That's it, I don't care if I see tomorrow
This alcohol is getting so
Much easier to swallow
Debt increases as I borrow credit cards when
Debit fails and my whole life
Is fucking sorrow when I win I
Take the L but listen
Damn, they deny the intent
And try to lie to my face
So that I'll buy their expense
And then in time circumvent
They redefine common sense
I try to rap the truth but it seems that
Only lies will pay the rent and man
Women are mad because they feel entitled
They want my judgement without seeking trials
And they get sad when they
Don't feel the title
Admittedly they're living in denial
Relationships their new religion the
Internet is their bible
So when the time comes I'll be gone
I'm calling it quit's and you'll see
It's time for me to move on
I'm falling asleep on my dreams
I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up
Things are never how they seem
But look how far these things can take us
I'm falling asleep on my dreams