CHVSE, PFV - Ghost lyrics

I was starving i was tired
I was broke things got hard and
I confided in a ghost
Please pardon my desire
To go start to find a path that I
Can truly call my own

I Got divided when I started for the fame now
I decided it was more than just a way out
Late nights up never got to lay down
Never really fair but I still
Busted like a greyhound
I was starving every day man
Had to pinch a fucking penny for a big mac
Look
I was faking in my skin without a spray tan
But I gave it up to sit back
I know that this is it
Why you so cold and distant
And withholding ninja's
While your showing symptoms
Of a slow indifference
Man I know that this road
Just goes into trenches
Guess it's hopeless ain't it
Like an hold edition of a newer place
Without a golden finish i control position
And I'm hopeless in this
But you tell me you slip
And you smell some ninja's
And the tone and risen
I'm disposing rhythms
And I hope that you know
Ive been throwing pitches
Just for you to go knock out the park
Swing for the fence in the dark
I wish you would make the spark
But you just tell me it's hard
Guess my point is I'm just making my mark

I was starving i was tired
I was broke things got hard and
I confided in a ghost
Please pardon my desire
To go start to find a path that I
Can truly call my own

I was down in the dirt
To hurt to make a friend
In the search of a word that
Works to make it end
With a verse that emerged with
A paper and pen
I can say it again but either way it depends
When I am alone I feel so broke look
I confess i don't write the best
But my heart and my soul's
On the perfect road
Follow the path in the search for gold
Because i am depressed and it hurts to know
So pay me respect with the verse I wrote
Or lay me to rest and disperse the ghost
Cause I'm saving the rest for
The day that I'm dead
Or I'm living my life in a nursing home
So why was I placed on a dying planet
If I'm bound to die or either fight in panic
Knocks me down when I try to stand it
I don't follow orders cause I command it

I was starving i was tired
I was broke things got hard and
I confided in a ghost
Please pardon my desire
To go start to find a path that I
Can truly call my own