PFV - Out Of My Control lyrics

I hope you can hear me this time
When I'm talking please open your eyes
I don't wanna be cautious

I'm sitting in place but my
Hearts like I'm jogging
Don't want you to suffer
But heaven prolonging i'm being so selfish
I hope you forgive me this time
Please, cause every breath that you
Take is me holding mine
You are my rock when nothing else was solid
You gave me help when I felt like a problem
Can't tell you enough
But you open me up and show me how to love
When I thought I had lost it, I know
Now I'm losing you and now as it
Feels like I had you for seconds

The years weren't enough and I'm cowarding
Mom I need
Pout and you gave me the courage to grow
Don't go look I don't want to be alone
With people around me you know
The feeling when nothing means anything
No one is far but they never feel close
Your squeezing my hand
Oh my god are you hearing me? (I love you)

And I don't want to spend my days alone
Just wondering without You
Wish that I could save you
It's out of my control, it's time

I hate that you slowly declining
I promised the man and that
I would take care of her
Just like you wanted, that moment you
Saw her you brighten and I saw
Your eyes started to glow
You got a beautiful soul, I
Need the world to know
That you made a miracle happen

Not scared of the doors that was
Kept you in bed you arose
We were supposed to grow up together
And live on the road
But God had the different agendas cold
And now that it's ending
I'm holding your hand
And I feel that it's froze, damn
It's purple and blue

I hear you throw rather than what do I do
It hurts but you battled to open your eyes
As it glazed in your eyes but
It's me in your view
Look, just know that I love You
I'll go when I'm ready
I wish that I could stay here forever
You go whenever you choose
Know that I'm not blaming You
It's taught me compassion and
Love in the truth
Mommy I love You, goodbye, why are
There tears in your eyes
Hug me you don't gotta move
And I don't want to spend my days alone
Just wondering without You
Wish that I could save you
It's out of my control, it's time