PinkPantheress - Reason lyrics

I wrote this letter to remind
Myself the reasons I'm alive
I got to reason number five
With my pen, I wrote on and I tried
To find words that described all the times
I caught myself and realised there are
Good things just ahead of me
But right now, it gets hard to believe
But I know that I'm safe when I leave

And you can't speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
Anything can sеt me free

And I was broken
But a little part of mе thinks that I'm glad
I can go through things that make me sad
It's the only time off that I've had
Any more, then I start to go mad
Reason that I had at number one
(Was I liked you)
Know the feeling well of being loved
(Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb
(I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't

Speak to me and when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
Anything can set me free
(It's better you leave me be)

Reason that I had at number one
(Was I liked you)
Know the feeling well of being loved
(Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb
(I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't
Reason that I had at number one
(Was I liked you)
Know the feeling well of being loved
(Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb
(I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't