Pouya - CUM RAG lyrics

I wasted my youth in my bedroom alone
Scared to live
Am I ready to die? Relieve me of my phone
World is sinking deeper
Never been so eager to meet my maker
Bitch, throw me away bitch, I'm hollow
Neck deep in a bottle yeah, people struggle
Do anything for a dollar
1992 Chevy Impala swingin' through the block
Yeah, got a bag of blues tucked in my socks
Yeah florida boy came out of the mud
I am the hurricane, I am the flood
To wash away everything that you might love
Where is the bud? Put that smokе in my lungs
I'm numb
Needle in my vein take thе pain away
Fade away, feeling like Kobe at game day
I am the roaches that hide in your walls
I am the Boogeyman under the bed
When I creep and I crawl with that heater
I am the silhouette of the crypt keeper
Glock hot like it has a fever
Baby Bone, bitch
I don't give a fuck about you either
Cancel cultures vultures on my dick
Another day, another feminist
Telling me I'm a scumbag worthless cum rag
Fuck boy just a disturbance
When will I wake up and feel like I'm enough?
I'm soul searching, dick deep in a bourbon
Open up the curtains
Can you see past the surface?
I'm lookin' around and I can
See the world hurting
Yeah, when will I wake up and
Feel like I'm not mush?
I can smell my brain rot through the kush
Took a tab of acid, turned into an octopus
Middle finger to the media
Like '04 George Bush

Cum rag, cum rag cum rag, cum rag
Cum rag, cum rag cum rag

Face to face with the reaper
I'm wide awake, I taste the pain
Blood rushing through my veins
Panic episodes unfold, so many stories untold
You never know who got it out for you
This world is so cold
Your worth is only measured on success
Fame, drugs, and sex, intellect is irrelevant
Getting high off the medicine
The government endorsed
Riding on the back of high horses
Going off course, of course
I'm forced to show my hand
That bleeds, just plant the seed inside of me
I know so many kids in need
I hope to be the voice for
Those who lack the company
Set me free, let me be who I am
I’m sick of feeling like nobody understands
Undermine my mind, now my ego is dead
Separate my soul from my body and head

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