Professor Green, Haydon - Forever Falling lyrics
[Professor Green, Haydon - Forever Falling lyrics]
Never needed a hand up, I did it all alone
With no dad to make a man of me
I did it on my own a victim of condition
Now I'm conditioned for the cold
Even though I know what's missing
There's no filling this hole
Escaping a whole heap of problems
Isolating instead of facing
I always attract the women who
Think that I need saving
Even though I'm the only person I
Could put any faith in
Face it, I'm jaded and happily so
What would I have to hold it if
I let all the anarchy go?
Can't take the praise
I just clam up and choke
Just know I better deal with
Hatred and handle it so
My back's against the wall
There's nowhere else to go
And I can't hear you calling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
See what I got in this world? That's how come
I can't sleep without popping a pill now
Felt it come back up but I'm still down
Just back to convincing myself
That I'm ill now
See with me the stress manifests physically
Still in me
Is this fear of happiness and it's killing me
I can't control it yet I
Worry about things that
Are out of my control and I'm folded
I ain't never letting this introvert out
In a lonely home that could have
Been but isn't our house
But, I ain't in the mood
To have any visitors round so I hide away
My curtains have been drawn so long
I couldn't tell you if it's night or day
So how I feel is the only way
That I can hide the pain
People try and help but I shy away
A problem shared is a problem halved
But, I care for you too much
To make this problem ours
Who knows where this problem starts
Come on Stephen, get to manning up
Scared ain't something that I'm
Man enough to be or even you get to be
How am I meant to handle what I'm seeing?
They just found my daddy hanging from a tree
Trying to find myself
I don't know where to go from here
Losing my strength so save me again
So save me again
With no dad to make a man of me
I did it on my own a victim of condition
Now I'm conditioned for the cold
Even though I know what's missing
There's no filling this hole
Escaping a whole heap of problems
Isolating instead of facing
I always attract the women who
Think that I need saving
Even though I'm the only person I
Could put any faith in
Face it, I'm jaded and happily so
What would I have to hold it if
I let all the anarchy go?
Can't take the praise
I just clam up and choke
Just know I better deal with
Hatred and handle it so
My back's against the wall
There's nowhere else to go
And I can't hear you calling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
And I'm forever falling
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
See what I got in this world? That's how come
I can't sleep without popping a pill now
Felt it come back up but I'm still down
Just back to convincing myself
That I'm ill now
See with me the stress manifests physically
Still in me
Is this fear of happiness and it's killing me
I can't control it yet I
Worry about things that
Are out of my control and I'm folded
I ain't never letting this introvert out
In a lonely home that could have
Been but isn't our house
But, I ain't in the mood
To have any visitors round so I hide away
My curtains have been drawn so long
I couldn't tell you if it's night or day
So how I feel is the only way
That I can hide the pain
People try and help but I shy away
A problem shared is a problem halved
But, I care for you too much
To make this problem ours
Who knows where this problem starts
Come on Stephen, get to manning up
Scared ain't something that I'm
Man enough to be or even you get to be
How am I meant to handle what I'm seeing?
They just found my daddy hanging from a tree
Trying to find myself
I don't know where to go from here
Losing my strength so save me again
So save me again