Pronto, Shiloh Dynasty - So low lyrics

'Cause, I've been so lost for so long
'Cause, I've been so lost for so long
Father forgive me for you know
That I am always sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor
Fucking up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang
Up on how shitty i've been feeling (Damn)
I'm sorry I feel no attraction
And now that it’s been a minute
'Cause, I've been

I been so low, help me you don't know at all
I said someone help me you don't know at all

Yeah, I used to think that you were the one
Everyday talking on the phone
Say that you never gon' leave me
But now I been thinking of
Why I'm still all alone
Held you closer than my family
This love shit it's a tragedy
Been losing focus, loosing friends
Loosing love but most important my sanity
I can't even really live without you
Everynight I still think about you
Reminiscing on the way we were
See I loved you but I hated her
And I hate myself of what I didn't say
On the same path going different ways
Finding numb the pain i don't wanna feel
Saw fake love but the hate is real
Seems like the bottle don't help
Just can't picture you tryna
Find someone else sent I'm in love with you
First but i'm loving myself
Now the heaven you brought me
Turned straight into hell
And I can't really live
I just don't wanna live
See my time and my love
Just thrown straight into garbage
The thing's that I need are the
Thing's that I give away

I been so low, help me you don't know at all
I said someone help me you don't know at all