PRXJEK - RidMeOfMyself (B V S T V R D Pt. 2) lyrics

I got these thoughts in my mind
Sometimes I question my design
Exactly what evil defines as
I'm leaving my people behind
I fade as they all start to cry
I'll see the grim reaper tonight
I once met a beautiful angel
But she was a demon disguised
Erase the pain inside my chest
I just might wrap around my neck
This noose I crafted by myself
I once was divine but I fell
Now lock me inside of a cell
Forever my spirit will dwell
Cause I don't belong up in Heaven
Reserve me a spot inside Hell
I cannot take this no more
Darkness inside of my core
Tell em just leave me alone
Gun pointed right to my dome
These sins, I will never atone
The reason that I am alone
Is cause everyday, evil grows
I rot as the floor starts to mold
I look in the mirror
And can't help but stare at this person that I do not know
It bares a resemblance to me but at the same time
It's like it has no soul
His eyes are so empty and cold
Why is he like this, it's unknown
Been losing myself more and more
Now I feel it, I've finally lost all control

Bastard, bastard, bastard
I'm a bastard, bastard, bastard
Just a bastard, bastard, bastard
Kill this bastard, bastard, bastard
Kill me, kill me, kill me
I'm a bastard, bastard, bastard
Save this bastard, bastard, bastard
Kill this bastard, I'm a bastard