Pulley - Endless Journey lyrics

I am tired and confused
I don't know what to do
I can't stomach this pain any longer
Life is at a crossroad
Which way do i go? i can't make
A decision for the life of me
Losing my bout with this life, no doubt
Or am i reallyjust succeeding?
I'm a afraid of getting older
I feel it getting colder just please
Don't give me eternity
Follow me on my wasted journey
I got two ways i can bring you down
One's for leaving, two's for staying
Either way don't you ever learn from
Your own interpreter
That a lifestyle is begging for mercy
I can't understand when it's all in my hands
I don't see it
I don't feel it as long as i remember
I will always treasure those times
That i actually felt happy
But for now i stand proud
And never speak loud
And hide all my insecure feelings
Falling prey to your own bad habit
You realize it's time to get out, happy now
But not quite
I'm just a little too tired right now
Falling prey, falling prey, don't follow me
Frozen feelings have always been your being
But the guilt always finds a way in
Not a tear flows through, not a thought
Not a sound and numbness overwhelms me solo
Now i can only reach out for a stray flyer
On my high wire and from
The ground to the air
It goes totally unnoticed
Isn抰 it just like thatso typical