Q-Unique - Father's Day lyrics

It was easy to blame my
Father for everything I did
Isn't that the life of every kid?
Shit, took me a long time
To understand that rhyme

I'm sittin in the room with
A knife in my hand
With a plan all night to take
The life of a man
A soul with a dark heart and
The devil in his eyes
Provider and father figure
High level of disguise
He had the neighborhood fooled
With his fatherly act
They didn't know how he left
Us in a poverty trap
Didn't know his angry fist
Went across mommies face
Or his two timing ways left


My mother a disgrace
No one knew how he put fear into his family
His temper angered rage was
Damn near insanity
Tragically it came to this it's ether him
Or the blade cut across my vein that
Would drain my wrist
Tonight, and end to all the pain and fear
And the csi is left clueless
And my name is clear
Too many unanswered prayers and
I lost faith rapidly scream to the sky
Why did god turn his back on me

I killed a man on fathers day, god forbid me
I sent a man on his way, god forgive me
Lord have mercy on my soul
When the hurts beyond control
The demons in my mind are gonna
Haunt me till i'm cold

I killed a man on fathers day, god forbid me
I sent a man on his way, god forgive me
Lord have mercy on my soul
When the hurts beyond control
The demons in my mind are gonna
Haunt me till I'm cold

Do you know what it's like to have fear
Sit in the pit of ya stomach
With severe punishment as if he loved it
My heart races as I grab the knife tighter
And pray for the strength that i
Can make his life expire
I'm tense and on the edge
And my strife is dire
And to protect myself I live
My life as a liar
It was all those fuckin' beatings
That gave me lies
And he thought that beatingme up
Would make me wise
And I got smacked if stood brave
He'd puff weed in my face screamin'
Behave and get good grades
The wounds reflected through the
Mirror in the bathroom
And I could'nt connect with anyone
Sittin' in the classroom
You fucked me up bad man
And you chuckle like you glad
Smile across ya face but I'll
Have the last laugh
It's your first born with a
Heart full of enmity
Holdin the shank razor sharp kill the enemy

I killed a man on fathers day, god forbid me
I sent a man on his way, god forgive me
Lord have mercy on my soul
When the hurts beyond control
The demons in my mind are gonna
Haunt me till i'm cold

I killed a man on fathers day, god forbid me
I sent a man on his way, god forgive me
Lord have mercy on my soul
When the hurts beyond control
The demons in my mind are gonna
Haunt me till I'm cold

My anger's getting the best of me
While the devil posses the rest of me
My little brother's an accessory
I've been robbed of my
Childhood and self esteem
A life limited by a selfish feind
Manipulated my mind and said
Mother was worthless
When he's home from work I'm
Not glad I'm nervous
It's fear of that unknown momment
When his anger can snap and he can no longer
Control it or hold it
Vengence is mine despite what sayeth the lord
It's the end of the line and I
Smite and slay with a sword
The kitchen knife spit's his life
On to the bedroom floor
His twitchin life slips and then no more
It's finally finished
I found freedom in the form of a fallen demon
Sit and explore a reason
Ya had a chance to redeem ya
Self and it got away
And I laugh at you bleedin fucker
Happy fathers day

I killed a man on fathers day, god forbid me
I sent a man on his way, god forgive me
Lord have mercy on my soul
When the hurts beyond control
The demons in my mind are gonna
Haunt me till i'm cold

I killed a man on fathers day, god forbid me
I sent a man on his way, god forgive me
Lord have mercy on my soul
When the hurts beyond control
The demons in my mind are gonna
Haunt me till I'm cold