Quentin Miller - 4:21 (Freestyle) lyrics

Yeah, I apologize, slipped a couple times
Slipped into a dark place
Running towards the light i slipped
Like DMX in '98 I owned up to my mistakes
I had a couple records leak
That dark cloud been rainin' on my
Career since then, shit's been- Difficult
But then again I can't recall
When it hasn't been
This much alcohol is hazardous but
Fuck being sober I'd rather
This Somehow the word "Lit"
Became synonymous with happiness
I remember back when I ain't have to twist
A cap for me to spit a rap
Dreams do come true I'm really livin' that
The nightmares do too
See what I'm gettin' at?
The signs was right there and
I was missin' that all along it was in me
I was just livin' timid
Afraid to say that I'm just
As good as my completion
If not better, strange feeling
The same feeling
When I was a kid and lookin' out the window
At the other children
Get on the bus and shit
I felt I wasn't living
The grass is always greener
I know the deeper meaning, hold up
While I'm awake I'm dreaming
On some Dr king shit
I do believe in freedom
That shit so expensive
That's why the whips be rented
Fake it till you get it when I pass away
What they gone say 'bout Quentin?
Did he make a difference?
Was he even different?
What'd he teach his children? What
He preach in lyrics?
How he lift our spirit's? Not that fake shit
Not that vain shit
How'd he change shit? You
See the games rigged
I made a name in it, that's the hard part
The even harder part
Not fallin off, Nike watcha calls
On the green like Jason day asun
Make a way or don't, it's up to you
That's the beauty, if you don't
Or if you do you get to choose
It's up to you

I'm never gonna treat you
I'm never gonna treat you like I should
Ohhh