Sy Ari Da Kid, Quentin Miller - Still Standin' lyrics

I know they say "out'a sight, out'a mind"
That shit gon' take a long time
And just put you down
Make it still standin', ya feel me?

Yeah (Cole, you stupid)
Forreal? No, forreal? C'mon, forreal? Ayy
Hm hm, no cap, 2020 new everything, yeah

Down so long, I forgot that up exist
I ask God, "Why do I even exist?"
Mad at God when I should've blamed myself
20's gone, time to focus on the next
30 years and I don't know what to expect
Took that long for me to
See that I was blessed
2015, y'all just don't know how I felt
What that shit could do
To someone's mental health
2019, Xanax almost took me out
Could've never got to see my daughter smile
Used to hold my childish ways
I put 'em down no more self inflictin'
Let's just stick around
I got songs that I had put out in my name
Turn them records on a day I feel ashamed
This goes out to all the
Ones that's tryna change
Don't let anybody tell you that you can't
Yeah, not the same, changed man
Stay on your grind
New commandments, givin' up? Ayy
That's a sin
Times was hard, I been through it all
I did not understand though, look at God
We got through it all, still here
Still standin'

Real life (yeah, forreal)
Made it out the bottom but
This shit don't feel right
Yeah, I just been going through- forreal
I just been going through- truth be told
Swear this boy turn to the man
At the end of the road platinum plaques
It got a million records sold
That's how it go
Found out everything glitter ain't-

Pick up gains, I'm in LA fitness
Finished on my tram next, yo
Still standin' like it ain't
No seats left, yo, i'm a clean mess
With this pimpin' I could sell a
Bit like I don't need sex
And I mean that, yeah
King Kong when he beat his chest
You know in the school of hard knocks
Ain't no teachers pet
In the ocean I'm a shark though
I don't need no breath
I just made it to the next
Level, I ain't see no steps, yeah
That boy ain't pay his dues
You know he in debt, yeah
I be wide awake at night like
I don't need my rest
, man, rollin' up with cookies, Keebler elf
I'm so used to doing shit
Alone, don't need no help, no
Only competition I see is me and myself
Just spent a G on my belt
Why would I be on a shelf?
Can't see no one else
Shoot the 3 like I'm Tony Delk
Sometimes I think being lonely helps

Real life made it out the bottom but
This shit don't feel right
Yeah, I just been going through- forreal
I just been going through- truth be told
Swear this boy turn to the man
At the end of the road platinum plaques
It got a million records sold
That's how it go
Found out everything glitter ain't-