Quinn - ​ok im cool lyrics

I got eyes on the back of my head
I can see shit
I know when to dodge, when you stab
Me in the back, Bitch
I swear that the whole entire
World is against me
I told her I just wanna be friends
But she sext me just want you to text me
I don't want no extra
You say that you like me
Well I think you messed up
I'm a neutral person, I'm afraid to do shit
I just have a bunch of thoughts I
Don't know what to do with
You say that you love me
But I know you're tired of me
It's okay, I'm tired of me
I know I'm not your ecstasy
I hate when I'm not textin' you
I hate when you're not textin' me
Feel like there's a barricade because
I can't say anything
Wish that I could tell you
But I'm used to hiding everything
I know that it's dumb that I
Got used to hiding everything
I know that it feels like sometimes
You don't know the real me
You're a lucky soul
You got the patience just to deal with me
I'm falling
I know sometimes I'm inconsistent
But I just can't help it
I can't explain how bad it's been
The cards that I've been dealt with
I've had cool times, not all the time
There's something that's been killing me
Falling apart, it's tearing me unwillingly

Wait no, I'm cool don't worry about me
I think that I'll be fine as long
As I'm just following the rules
I live inside my head
That's not a great thing
But it's keeping me alive
So yeah, I'm cool don't worry about me
I think that I'll be fine as long
As I'm just following the rules
I live inside my head
That's not a great thing
But it's keeping me alive
So yeah, I'm cool

I got eyes on the back of my head
I can see shit
I know when to dodge, when you
Stab me in the back, Bitch
I swear that the whole entire
World is against me
I told her I just wanna be friends
But she sext me just want you to text me
I don't want no extra
You say that you like me
Well I think you messed up
I'm a neutral person, I'm afraid to do shit
I just have a bunch of thoughts I
Don't know what to do with
You say that you love me
But I know you're tired of me
It's okay, I'm tired of me
I know I'm not your ecstasy
I hate when I'm not textin' you
I hate when you're not textin' me
Feel like there's a barricade because
I can't say anything
Wish that I could tell you
But I'm used to hiding everything
I know that it's dumb that I
Got used to hiding everything
I know that it feels like sometimes
You don't know the real me
You're a lucky soul
You got the patience just to deal with me
I'm falling
I know sometimes I'm inconsistent
But I just can't help it
I can't explain how bad it's been
The cards that I've been dealt with
I've had cool times, not all the time
There's something that's been killing me
Falling apart, it's tearing me unwillingly