[RADWIMPS - Dugout 歌詞 lyrics]
母の腹を裂いてまで 出てきたこの娑婆 この世界に
母の痛みに見合うだけの
意味を 意義を 遺せる気もしなくて
お腹のへその緒がとれた時からもう人は皆迷子
喩えて言うならそれはまるで
紐のとれた凧が空に羽ばたく様
最近よく戻りたくなるよ 産道通って還りたくなるよ
でっかくなって戻って来たよと 言って
探したって居場所はないよ そんなもんどこにもない
ここにあるのは見渡す限りの 宇宙だけ
この広大な世界の真ん中に
この小さな社会の隅っこに
置き去りにされたこの身の
やり場を知る術もなくて
迷子と迷子が擦れ違うたび
一つ、また一つと道は増えて
入り組んでゆくだけの迷路を
誰かがふと世界と呼んでみたんだ
「あっち行こうよ」「こっちに行こうよ」
「あっち行けよ、こっち来るなよ」
「それならばあっちに行こうよ ねぇそうしようよ」
どっちに行こうと袋小路 見つかりっこない広小路
後ろ振り返れば果てのない 歴史が
積み上がった歳月の先頭に
朽ちてゆく時代の最後尾に
置き忘れられたこの身の
振り方 知る術もなくて
迷子が出した答えの数だけ道ができた
道が交じったとこに諍いが生まれたんだ
いつだって勝者の遺した言葉が歴史になった
そう僕みたいな敗者が残した言葉なんか
けむに巻かれてゆく 流れてゆく 葬られてゆく
毎日何かを食べてまで しがみついているこの世界に
殺めた命に見合うだけの 価値が 意味が
あるとは到底思えるはずもなくて
超えてきた日々揺らいだとて
建てた誓いが明日を閉ざしたとて
慰めだろうか罰なのか
時は流れを速めるの
何言われようが その手その脚縛られようが
その脚が向いた方が いつ何時だって前になんだ
前倣えって言われようが
気づいたらばビリになっていようが
後ろ振り返ってみりゃ
ほら先頭にブッチギって立ってるんだ
Haha no hara o saite made
Dete kita kono shaba kono sekai ni
Haha no itami ni miau dake no
Imi o igi o nokoseru kimoshi nakute
Onaka no hesonoo ga toreta toki
Kara mou hito ha mina maigo
Tatoete iu nara sore ha marude
Himo no tore tatako ga sora ni habataku you
Saikin yoku modori taku naruyo
Sandou kayotte kaeri taku naruyo
Dekkaku natte modotte kitayo to itte
Sagashitatte ibasho ha nai yo
Sonna mon dokoni mo nai
Koko ni aru no ha miwatasu kagiri no uchuu dake
Kono koudai na sekai no mannaka ni
Kono chiisana shakai no sumikko ni
Okizari ni sareta kono mi no
Yariba o shiru jutsu mo nakute
Maigo to maigo ga surechigau tabi
Hitotsu, mata hitotsu to michi ha fuete
Irikun de yuku dake no meiro o
Dareka ga futo sekai to yonde mitanda
'Acchi ikou yo' 'kocchi ni ikou yo'
'Acchi ike yo, kocchi kuruna yo'
'Sore naraba acchi ni ikou yo ne? Sou shiyou yo'
Docchi ni ikou to fukurokouji
Mitsukarikkonai hirokouji
Ushiro furikaereba hate no nai rekishi ga
Tsumi agatta saigetsu no sentou ni
Kuchite yuku jidai no sai koubi ni
Okiwasurerareta kono mi no
Furikata shiru jutsu mo nakute
Maigo ga dashita kotae no kazu dake michi ga dekita
Michi ga majitta toko ni isakai ga umaretanda
Itsu datte shousha no nokoshita kotoba ga rekishi ni natta
Sou boku mitai na haisha ga nokoshita kotoba nanka
Kemu ni makarete yuku nagarete yuku houmurarete yuku
Mainichi nani ka o tabete made
Shigamitsuite iru kono sekai ni
Ayameta inochi ni miau dake no
Kachi ga imi ga aru to ha toutei omoeru hazu mo nakute
Koete kita hibi yurai datote
Tateta chikai ga asu o tozashitatote
Nagusame darou ka bntsu no ka
Toki ha nagare o hayameru no
Nani iwa reyou ga sono te sono ashi shibara reyou ga
Sono ashi ga muita hou ga itsu nanda kiratte maeni nanda
Mae naraette iwa reyou ga kidzuitaraba biri ni natte iyou ga
Ushiro furikaette mirya hora sentou ni bucchigitte tatterunda
I waited until my mothers stomach was split to come out into this corrupt world
I didn't feel there was any meaning – any significance – that could correspond with her pain
From the moment that cord to the stomach is cut, a lost child is created
Figuratively speaking, it's as if a kite with a torn cord is fluttering in the sky
Recent days, I want to return to you
I want to return to the birth canal
I want to return so much
I searched for where I came from, but I couldn't find it
You can't find a thing like that anywhere
All that is here is a limited universe that is looked on upon
In the middle of this vast world
In this small corner of society
There is no way to know what the place of this deserted person's is
When lost children pass by
One by one the paths increase
Someone accidentally tried to name that complicated maze "earth"
"Let's go there", "let's go here"
"Go there, don't come here"
"If that's so, let's go there. Come on, let's go!"
The dead end of "let's go somewhere"
A wide street that was never found
If you look back, you'll see an infinite history
It's at the head of the years that have piled up
At the back of time that rots
There's no way to know the future of this abandoned body
All these roads have given has been the number of answers put forth by lost children
Dispute was born in the place where the paths mixed
The words left by the victor have always been what has become history
Yes, and the left over words of a loser like me
Are entwined in smoke, flowing, being buried
Everyday before I eat, in this clinging world
The meaning and worth that corresponds with the murdered life
I shouldn't be able to think that such a thing could exist
When the days we've passed over now sway
And promises we made will be locked tomorrow
Is it comforting? Is it punishment?
The flow of time quickens
How to speak, what to say
How to tie those arms and legs
The way those feet face
All came before everything else
Following before – how to speak
And if you realize, how to fall to last place
Is to attempt to look back
Which is to stand at the front, having won the race by a large margin