RADWIMPS - Yadokari (やどかり) 歌詞 (lyrics)

Onara ga hazukashiku natta no wa itsu kara darou
Namida kakusu you ni natta no wa itsu kara darou
Uso o tsukeru you ni natta no wa itsu kara darou
Hadaka ga hazukashiku natta no wa itsu kara darou

Sou yatte mamorinuita kono boku mo
Kekkyoku saigo wa kiete shimau noni

Okane ga hoshiku natta no wa itsu kara darou
Hito ga urayamashiku natta no wa itsu kara darou
Dare ka o kirai ni natta no wa itsu kara darou
Mienai mono made hoshiku natta no wa itsu kara darou

Sou yatte te ni ireta mono mo subete
Kekkyoku motte nado ikenai noni

Dakara semete ima wa motte ikou
Ryoute ni dekiru dake motte okou
Sono kazu ga kitto boku no koto
Oshiete kureru ki ga suru kara

Yoru nemure naku natta no wa itsu kara darou
Ano hoshi no ibasho o shitta no wa itsu dattarou
Kodomo kara otona ni natta no wa itsu nan darou
Itsuka boku mo kieru to shitta no wa itsu dattarou

Kataru omoide ga dekita no wa itsu kara darou
Mu kuse nai mono ga dekita no wa itsu kara darou
Nidoto 'ima' wa ko nai to shitta no wa itsu kara darou
Shiranai koto ga aru to shitta no wa itsu dattarou

Sou yatte te ni ireta ikutsu mo no nani ka o
Nokoshite boku wa kieyuku kedo

Dakara semete ima wa motte ikou
Kakaekire nai hodo motte okou
Sono subete ga ima no kono boku o
Katachizukutte iru mono dakara

Sono subete ga ima koko ni boku ga
Sonzai shita koto no akashi dakara

Since when did I felt embarrassed when every time I fart
Since when did I started hiding tears in public
Since when did I learned how to tell lies to others
Since when did I felt embarrassed when I got naked

All those work I've done to hide them from others, but
I'm just gonna be gone from this world at the end

Since when did I started wanting money more than I have
Since when I started envying others
Since when did I start hating on some people
Since when did I started wanting stuff that you can't have

All those things that I've seen it and wanted
Would just be a dream, and won't be having them

That is why you shall be having all of those things, as much as you can hold it with both hands
And the quantity of the stuffs that I'm holding right now, is probably me right now

Since when did I felt not sleepy at some nights
Since when did I learned where the start is
Since when did I started to change form kid to adult
Since when did I learned that I would be gone from this world

Since when did I got a such a tight memory
Since when did I found something that I can't hide
Since when did I learned I can never be back to "now"
Since when did I learned that there are things that I don't know

All those work that I've done to earn all those things
Will be left and I'll be gone from this world

That is why you shall be having all of those things, more than much as you can hold
And all those things are stuffs that are shaping you into person

And all those things you're holding will the proofs that you existed