Rapsody, Merna - Believe Her lyrics

My guard up nowadays, I don't trust nobody
See what you glorify
I could probly guess what you think about me
What you want from me? Cause
You think I got it
Old friends I ain't seen in years
Be like "Don't forget about me"
That's some other pressure
Enough to stress you out
How you gonna save a whole city and
You ain't got your mama out?
Questions I ask myself
In my shoes how you pick and choose
To refuse the help when they
Never loved you neither
But you do it just to keep
The peace cause jealousy is evil
Peace less frequently
You just wanna be a needle
In a haystack, hard to find
Protectin' sanity cause all we got
Is peace of mind and if you did believe
Don't get tainted by the shine
Who are you? The one that get love
From that nigga that go "doo, doo, doo!"
Say I'm doing big things
Reciting "Gimme the loot!" but who are?

When the party's over and everyone is gone
When the world is over and we're all alone
Are you a believer? Are you
A believer in my Lord?
Are you a believer? Are you
A believer in my Lord?
Will you be around when it all comes down?
Will you be around when it all comes down?

My guard up nowadays, I don't trust nobody
What's true if niggas are lyin'
You ask Bill Cosby
Allowin' you like Bill Cosby
I be on some shit drinking wasabi
Watching Miyagi tryna learn to split
Cause family miss you but time's
An issue when they 6
14, 7, 9, you look to 'em for innocence
Everybody's intent ain't the same
Dependin' on perspective
I could be the bad or the good Bane
Backstab you for not lettin' you ride
The back of this train
On my coat cause everybody's
Infatuated with fame, man
I got a feeling that they
Really don't love me
I got a feeling I'm too dark
So they think that I'm ugly
I got a feeling family think
I've come into some money
So I've got a feeling I've got
New cousins coming to find me
I got a feeling I'm bout to
Find out how precious time be
I find out everything about time
And loyalty from a cosign
And I got a feeling y'all don't
Know where my mind is
Got a feeling there'll be less
Questions about how I been
Got a feeling change is comin' in
Climate and I don't mean rain
Or somethin' holdin' myself up to a promise
Lookin' at reflection tellin' "myself
Don't lose you don't move too quick
Be cautious what you walking' into
Be ready all times, the levee might break
Chevy's 'll shake when they hear the
Shit that I gotta say"
Uh, stakes is high, my folks is poor
My people proud, they live through me
I love 'em when it's said and
Done I gotta expose my peeps cause it's real