Reks, Corbett - This Is Me lyrics

Looking at my history and what
The times giving me
I’m just trying to live the type of
Life that was meant for me flaws and all
Pardon y’all I don’t want to
Come off too timidly
Tend to be more outspoken than
Your typically rap imagery
Rock star mimicry
Minute we get up on the charts
Five minutes starts
Literally it could be your life
But this is me

Hey, I don’t care what they say
I’m just me at
The end of the day with my flaws and all
The mirror ain’t lying y’all cause this is me
(this is me) this is me (this
Is me) this is me
Trying not to let the bullshit get
To me cause this is me
(this is me) this is me (this is me) I just
Want to live the life that was meant for me

Incubator baby bottle dead father foster home
Drunk uncle ass whooping
Lot of stress wrote a song
Pouring more pain upon older pain blaming God
Blaming y’all, blaming all but
(the mirror here is at fault?)
On the pillows cotton I felt
Forgotten on all the
Missed birthdays till I regret the day gone
Hate for em’ adolescent years
Learned about the one same bloodline
Strange fruit them niggas hung
Segregated tailgated fit the description
Bail ate it
Diploma momma proud Cory graduated
The real world surely have to face it
Horny and we both wasted had to taste it
Had a girl she forgave God is good
Now we same bases places in my life
I write scattered arrangements
Between perforated pages
This is me, a pen, my thoughts
And parallel space it’s me

I done gave out my each and
Every did what was necessary
Cried when my heart was heavy
Died when my pops was buried
Water on my cold face beat a case God helped
Illegal ducking cops there froze
In a cold cell
Slumbered on that park bench rose
When I found hell
Watch the Lupus in the bones
Hope to see moms well pray for my sins in it
Sins came in repetition
Dealt with public opinion kept
My shoulder chipped up
Party hard by the bar stressed
Got my dick sucked
Hit the streets flip a beat
Pop the trunk quick buck
Apologize show fear, couple wise words shared
Rain buckets of pain believe
They were tall tears this is me at least to
My peers wasted them days
Wish the lord could return years
Believe the spiritual disbelief physical
Got up in the both and
Bled life with the lyricals