Resurrection Band - The Struggle ( Colours) lyrics

Sometimes you scare me by what
You cause me to see
And I'm afraid of knowing who I am
Though you've changed me, there's still a
Whole lot of old wineskin
And to open up would destroy the
Me I'm afraid to show
One part of me doesn't want to grow
But I'm tired of this lingering winter
Tired of ground so hard and cold
Plough your way through - I'm
Asking you to, oh, jesus
Lord, you're my only hope

Without you, I can't face myself
Without you, I can't face myself
Without you, I can't face myself without you

My pride wants me to hide inside
Myself, but I love you, lord
I don't want our love put on the shelf
I'm tired of fighting to be who I am
Jesus, make me what you want me to be
Because of you, I desire reality
A love for you is what I'm dying to receive
Though I hate what I am
I understand that you promised me
You've promised me freedom in your truth
But I can only face myself when I face you

Without you, I can't face myself
Without you, Lord, I can't face myself
And I'll be ready
Ready to face myself when I face you