Rexx Life Raj - Sunset Over College Park lyrics

Tellin' me that it's ok
Sounds just like lies
How am I supposed to live without you
I'll try
All of it was hard
So why is it so hard to cry?
All the weight I've lifted
Ain't heavy as this heart of mine

Life ends but love doesn't
You gave your love out in abundance
I wish i would've taken you out to London
I wish I could flew you to Paris
The lakes out there hit
Different than Lake Merritt
I therapist be telling me
I should be transparent
Cause there's healing inside thеse
Feelings I'm sharing
Sunset over collеge park
Light the sky even when it's dark outside
Sunset over college park

I'd rather give than take
I'm a philanthropist
I've been a light in my city
I keep the candle lit
God wouldn't have put it on me
If I can't handle it
I ain't pray the rain to stop
I prayed to learn to dance through it
Life can't get no tougher than that
Phone call when the cancer hit
I seen my Mama cry
That the first time I seen mt Daddy tears
Looked you in you face telling
You ''it'll be okay''
Then we dropped to a bended knee and
We prayed for an hour straight
You taught me a lot of things
But the final lesson was faith
Let Gods will be done. You
Would tell me that everyday
I try to see from the angle you seen it
But shit I can't
If they tellin' me God is love
How can he do that to a saint?
First round of chemo was working
At least we thought it did
Paired with holistic medicine
That they was offering
We went from mile walks at the marina
Just to jog it in
To slow strolls in the backyard
Learning to walk again
And you took every step with a lot of love
It used to trip me out
Your mind was stronger than your body was
My Daddy held a grudge with God
Like why does it gotta be us?
A million prayers and all the
Loving words was not enough
You still managed to reel him in
Like you've always done
We know the spirit doesn't perish
When the body does
You told me "lean not
On your own understanding
And soon I'll understand that God is love."
Yeah, God is love
Tellin' me that it's ok
Sounds just like lies
How am I supposed to live without you
I'll try
All of it was hard
So why is it so hard to cry?
All the weight I've lifted
Ain't heavy as this heart of mine

Life ends but love doesn't
You gave your love out in abundance
I wish I would've taken you out to London
I wish I could flew you to Paris
The lakes out there hit
Different than Lake Merritt
I therapist be telling me
I should be transparent
Cause there's healing inside these
Feelings I'm sharing

Sunset over college park
Light the sky even when it's dark outside
Sunset over college park

"I trusted on you, I depended
On you, relying on you
I ask you to bless my son
Faraji, Keep him strong and
Healthy. Bless Otis
In
The might name of Jesus I pray
Amen."

(Try to get some rest)

"I'd like to say thank you, Lord. Anyway
I'm done
It took me a lot to do this
But I'm done. I love everybody. I
Love all of you
And thank you so much for praying for. How
You turn this live thing off?
I'm sitting in the sun
And this little head gettin ready to
Start drippin. I ain't goin nowhere."