Rittz - Fucked Up Day lyrics

I got crown in my cup
I got crown, am I drowning
Migh-, I might, I might drown in my tub
This some powder, that Whitney
That powder's powerful stuff
Binge watching Power for hours
Man a power outage would suck
Even though I'm out of it
I don't think that I'm out of it drunk
I go outside of my house
And the front is cloudy as fuck
Fucked up 'cause the cloudiness caused-
Me to feel down, need to chill out
I can't crawl out of the dumps
A lot of drowsiness
I'm drowsy from the Valiums I took-
Earlier, five minutes later my neighbor
Came out and waved
To me with his 9 year old son
Geeked up on a five day-long run
And it just occurred that I'm shirtless with
A gun inside of my trunks
I should go inside, I might've frightened 'em
So white I might burn
Put on a shirt, lеft herb in the tray
I had to skip on the blunt
Got rolling papеrs
Changed the channel 'cause a sitcom was on
Did too many drugs to pay attention
Thinking negative thoughts heart beating
Panickin' ate my Xanax's and I
Chased it with scotch like fuck today

Drunk another day wanna run away
Try'na numb the pain, but I can't
What a shame it's a fucked up day
Another fucked up day i'm drunk another day
Wanna run away
Try'na numb the pain, but I can't
What a shame it's a fucked up day
Another fucked up today

I woke up on the floor
I woke up, I'm still drunk
I must've broke something, I'm sore
I must've fucked up for sure
Looks like my knuckles are busted
My knuckles scuffed with no skin
This ain't the first time 'cause
The first was the worst i done done it again
Done, done, done, done so many dumb things
Looked around and studied the mess
Look there goes one of my
One of my chef knifes right up under my desk
Looks like, like I done did my usual
Becoming obsessed
With getting drunk and telling people
I'ma cut off they head
Cut off by, cut off by friends-
Family, damn there's a bottle
It's got a couple sips left
I don't give a fuck if it spit's
Bang, bang, bang, bang on the door
My lady saying "Hey, you awake?"
I told her first "I know you're mad
What happened? Can you explain?"
Said "Well you cussed out my sister and
Then you threatened to smack her
You chased her outside with a knife
Because she dissed Michael Jackson
You started punching the hood of your car
Harassing the neighbors
You did a line on IG Live then
Cried all night like a baby this gotta stop"

Drunk another day wanna run away
Try'na numb the pain, but I can't
What a shame it's a fucked up day
Another fucked up day i'm drunk another day
Wanna run away
Try'na numb the pain, but I can't
What a shame it's a fucked up day
Another fucked up today drunk another day
Wanna run away
Try'na numb the pain, but I can't
What a shame it's a fucked up day
Another fucked up day