Rittz, Twista, King Iso - Self Destruct lyrics

I feel like
Everybody got a ticking time bomb in 'em
It's only a matter of time

They probably think I want attention
But the fact of the matter is that I
Wish I had a dime I could roll
Fuck it, I'm about to find me some dro
Like I'm sick in the biz, I'm beefin'
Think I'm 'bout to dive into smoke
I ain't controlling my mind any more
I go MK, fatalities gonna rise with the toll
The homie just hit me up with a zip
He said maybe I wasn't lit enough
But nah my nigga, I'm in the zone
Too many bitches that hide in my phone
Don't know why I be doing it daily
When I got wifey at home
Thinking 'bout the past
How they might did me wrong
And I never got better
So fellas I feel alone
Now tell me, who am I to condone?
The hurt that I be causin'
To everybody that's riding alone
I'm better off writing alone
I need to be corrected like pennin
My music's righting my wrongs
Now when I got this 9 to my dome
Like a fitted got the terry rocking
They steady watching, they hella jocking
Tarrel is hot and on my momma homie
You will never find a better topic
I'm gettin' top and the yellow jumpin'
I feel like Fetty Wap because
The bed is rocking
And I bet your betty watching
Sleeping with one eye open
Counting this fetty, wopping
They don't wanna give a nigga
Credit like a debit option
I bet your motherfucking head is rocking
I be going serial murderer on the
Beat with the machete chopping
You think you thugged out?
When you drug out of a drug house
Leaking blood out?
Nigga write his rap and I don't give
A fuck 'bout whatever he said
I'm knocking everybody out that got
A problem with myself
Because the way that I'm
Living ain't healthy bruh
I'm falling, can somebody help me up?
Before I explode and I feel myself combust
Before I self destruct

I know the time is ticking
While I self corrupt
And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up
This place I really hate it
In my shell I'm tucked
'Cause there's no telling when I'm
'bout to self destruct
And ain't nobody that did help me up
'Cause, I'm a person who
Ain't dealt with stuff
Ain't no one else's help
It's just me, myself and I
And when I think about it
Ain't nobody else but us
Before I self destruct
And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest
When I snap I'll react till I'm dead
What I need is some weed
Then go ask for some head
Getting faded with my lady then
I relax in my bed, what I said homie

So you got to self destruct
I tried suicide once and died and came back
I'm a ghost of my former myself now
None of my homeboys would help out
I make another Instagram story
Recording meltdowns
Violent tirades, lining driveways
Dined divine and white lines and nice strays
Defile with my pace it's dark
The blind shades are
Shut the only dripping I'm
Tripping is my drain
Making it to my veins when my nostril clogged
And a doctor called, said my wife is sick
Deep inside we wishing her condition is
Life or death but it isn't
Tell that motherfucka write a script
I sent the dude a email
Told her not to fuck with the medicine
Almost senselessly abused a female
Talking shit in the pharmacy
For making me wait it's your fault
All you had to do was to approve the refill
'Cause there's so many wounds
That need healed
Abusive future made a move to quit the booze
The zyquil it finally wore off, I'm broke
I smoke but don't drink
Time again to begin a newer me now
I know no matter what I’ll
Never have a clean image
I don't ever get a fair shake
Béarnaise sauce on my rare steak with
A side of cream spinach on the stage
Bitches scream like they seen Gene Simmons
I'm a bad bitch puller
Fat and ugly as ever but never
Been afraid to stack big mula
Knocking at your door like a masked intruder
Got your lady role playing
Like a catholic schoolgirl
Electrifying feeling, wish I had this sooner
People think I'm soft since I cleaned up
But, I self destructed, saying fuck Rittz
Push your top back in a gladiator G truck
I'm Rittz, bitch!

I know the time is ticking
While I self corrupt
And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up
This place I really hate it
In my shell I'm tucked
'Cause there's no telling when I'm
'bout to self destruct
And ain't nobody that did help me up
'Cause, I'm a person who
Ain't dealt with stuff
Ain't no one else's help
It's just me, myself and I
And when I think about it
Ain't nobody else but us
Before I self destruct
And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest
When I snap I'll react till I'm dead
What I need is some weed
Then go ask for some head
Getting faded with my lady then
I relax in my bed, what I said homie

Listen to the soliloquy of the trilogy
It'll be iller when you enter the energy
Out of your epitome out of verbal villain
The killa be like a Wu-
Tang I bang 'em and physically
Put them in the memory
Blurrin' the flow and I bring
It back into focus
I shake it and make it pause
Put it back in motion
Attacking 'em like I'm jaws
When I crack 'em open I got a heart
I catch 'em and throw 'em back in the ocean
I’m a fishermen with ambition when
I be on a mission
I piss a bitch if a nigga forget it
The mere mention of money makin' me want
It and then I gotta be on
It to get it 'cause I finesse it
To get it out of predicament
How could you dance? How could you smile?
How could you party living in horror
When you know I’m around? 'Cause
I be terrorizing you and your
Friends like I’m It 'Cause, I’m the shit
Kicking the style you know I’m
A clown I catch you every night alone
I ​don’t know right from wrong
All I know is that I gotta kill 'em
When I write a song with the microphone
I’m creeping on 'em like caterpillar
When I catch you off guard
I took a look at the eyes of
A nigga that tried to talk hard
To a throw off of the lost gods
I'm a knower of the lost arts
I stall on 'em till they saw sparks
Beat 'em and batter 'em their
Anatomy fuck up your
Frequency frequently then I kill
'em with energy
Every bit of me warranted to leave
Your body tormented, I'm disorientated
Thought I was killing the enemy
Then I have to figure out
I was inflicting pain when I felt the touch
Then I realize it was me I was doing it to
This is how the mind can self destruct
Twista

I know the time is ticking
While I self corrupt
And when I fall nobody's gonna help me up
This place I really hate it
In my shell I'm tucked
'Cause there's no telling when I'm
'bout to self destruct
And ain't nobody that did help me up
'Cause, I'm a person who
Ain't dealt with stuff
Ain't no one else's help
It's just me, myself and I
And when I think about it
Ain't nobody else but us
Before I self destruct
And I don't need a bomb strapped to my chest
When I snap I'll react till I'm dead
What I need is some weed
Then go ask for some head
Getting faded with my lady then
I relax in my bed, what I said homie