Rittz - Sick of Suffering lyrics

I wish I could retrace my steps
And place where I went wrong (wrong)
I wish that you could save me but
I may be far too gone put me out my misery
(i really did it this time)
(I fuckED MY LIFE UP SO
Much i lost everything)
(god, why can’t i just die?)
(do you like to see my suffer?)
(are you entertained?)
Please forgive me, I don’t mean it, lord
But, I don’t want to cry
Myself to sleep again
I feel like if i die for real
I’m scared i’ve never felt this way
But thinking what is life if i can’t be with
I know that I earned this
But just when I get to learn from what I did?
It’s never hurt this much, I deserve it
But when DOES IT END?
I don’t got no money in the bank!
I don’t feel like talkin’ to my friends!
Was an alcoholic, in recovery
I’m tryin’ to get god, i’m so ashamed
I’m out of medication, i’m a wreck!
Bitter separation was enforced
Wanna tell my lady that i love her
But i can’t, she don’t love me anymore sOS!

I wish I could retrace my steps
And place where I went wrong (wrong)
I wish that you could save me but
I may be far too gone
Put me out my misеry, I’m sick of suffering
Feel like evеryone I love has
Had enough of me
Put me out my misery, sick of suffering
I’m ashamed cuz who I am ain’t
Who I want to be

Someone come for me
Lay me somewhere comfortably to rest
What the fuck you people want?
If i get one more text i
SWEAR I’LL BREAK MY fuckIN’ PHONE
I’m too grown for some of my friends
They don’t know i been online all day
Trying to convince my fans that i like rap
Your favorite rapper sucks
Fuck WHAT YOUR OPINION IS
I think you get it’s all about money
I don’t got a shit to give
The internet ruined my life
Wanna write songs, i type my thoughts
You know how many nights i
Fought with the wife
SHE WISH I NEVER QUIT MY fuckING JOB
I know that I earned this
But just when I get to learn from what I did?
It’s never hurt this much, I deserve it
But when DOES IT END?