Chester Watson, RITUAL - Amnesia lyrics

If you don't feel enough
Why don't you show it?
Not asking you to build me up
But baby don't brake it down
The things that I do for love
I hate that you notice
I hope you don't notice

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes

Don't wanna cover up
But the cracks keep showing
Don't ever talk to me about trust
I would never let the word get out
That the thing that you thought was love
Won't ever surface i hope she don't notice

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes

What is fake, something I can't relate to
Hard for me to do it even
Though I want to hate you
I can't erase you, I missed the memo
You drive me crazy like John
Dixon at the demos a real nympho
Was an infant before smoking endo
Now only a bitch with some issues
I wish I swore I didn't kiss you
But I did and now there's no more touching
Judge me, scream
Scorn and crying just for love me
The cosmos of this scene is borderline ugly
And what an understatement was that
Got your foot in your mouth and
Your brain in the vat
Damn, e even make it dangerous to chat
Trying to solve things well
How aimless is that
See, my sanity has gone down the drain
Down the hatch
And you're lying but I'm not willing
To stay for the catch

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes

This is fucking amnesia
Praying that I won't see her
Every time I close my eyes, eyes

I can't erase you