Rivals - Change Things (feat. Dutch Melrose) lyrics

Tried to find hope in happiness
But at some point I lost my plans
Think I faded in this process
And the reaper is my only friend

Trying to find my way home
Sitting pretty on my tombstone smile wide
Got close with the graveyard
Trying to find where to start
'Cause I'm casket-sized

Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me

Devil knows I don't keep my friends
Heaven says I should have regrets
Do you think they'd care if I went?
'Cause at this point I feel like I'm spent

Trying to find my way home
Sitting pretty on my tombstone smile wide
Got close with the graveyard
Trying to find where to start
'Cause I'm casket-sized

Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me

Yeah, ain't no other way to change it now
This can't be everything I am
This ain't gonna be the end
So tell me I did alright
Fill the void I'll never be
Running from the hillside
Your words hanging over me
It's easy to see it
I only need to believe it
'Cause if I try to change the past
All I hear is dial tones
I want everything to last
But it's out of my control
I can only do me and I'll put that on God
I can't be what I'm not

Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me

Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold