Rob Thomas - Dear Joan lyrics

Dear Joan
I've almost forgotten the pane in the window
The blue dress in the doorway
Dear Joan, help me remember the face I forget
And the traps that I've sprung
I guess I've grown tired
It's just what's expected of me
To tear your heart from the
Inside to the outside
You know I was wired, I just couldn't help it
The hundred thousand times I hurt you
Dear Joan, I wanted to say
I'm sorry for the screaming last
Night and the nights before
Well, I've wanted more from this
Than anything I've even known, dear Joan
Dear Joan, your face has a brightness
That I've never seen in the
Years that I've known you dear Joan
I'd pick up the pieces but
Some scattered too far
You see they flew when I kicked them
Cross the floor and I know you believe when
I said it was over
You stood by me patiently waiting and broken
So deeply in love with every
Face that I've shown
And Dear Joan I wanted to say
I'm sorry for the screaming last
Night and the nights before
Well I've wanted more from this
Than anything I've ever known
Once I forget, twice I'm a fool, three times
I wrap my hands around your
Neck while you're sleepin'
Dear Joan, don't walk out the doorway
Because if you did, I could honestly kill you
Dear Joan, I wanted to say
I'm sorry for the screaming last
Night and the nights before
Well I've wanted more from this
Than anything I've ever known
Dear Joan, I wanted to say
I'm sorry for the screaming last
Night and the nights before
Well I've wanted more from this
Than anything I've ever known, dear Joan