Rod Wave - PTSD lyrics

Ooh, this a Mac beat ayy, yeah

See, it's a lot of shit left me scarred
I need chains to protect my heart
It's a lot of shit left me scarred
But pain makes us who we are
And they say true love never dies
But I felt that way when Deja left
Even though they say I can't blame myself
Still ain't forgave myself

From the 'jects to a private jet
Reminiscing and wishing
I could take back the past and
I could do it somethin' different
Way before the rapping, the record labels
And bitches way before my homies was dead
And goin' to prison
But the good go young, them
Other niggas, they don't last, yeah
Chaz caught 20 at 18 and it was last year
One down, 19 more to go
Mama told me that karma real, son
Slow your roll
Go ask them niggas, we never spoke
So many fake friends and smiling faces
I try to smile to hide the pain
But I can't seem to shake it
It's like that shit be on my
Brain on a daily basis
Remember Deja died, I cried just like a baby
That pain shit made me

It's a lot of shit left me scarred
I need chains to protect my heart
It's a lot of shit left me scarred
But pain makes us who we are
And they say true love never dies
But I felt that way when Deja left
Even though they say I can't blame myself
Still ain't forgave myself, yeah