Rolo Tomassi - Fantasia lyrics

It started with a stop there is no road back
These needles pricking skins
How thick is yours?
Red ink spilt across my palms
Drenched in the toxins, the talent
The tantrums trying to vanish the vision of
The rarest of them all
Through faulting and twisting
Precious perceptions withdraw
Your grasp from me sliding out of my grip
Into another's missing piece
Bitterness and venom shoot from my jaw
I wish it would sink
Into something more awful
Softly blowing on the backs of necks
The words are trickling down spines
'As good as gold but still disposed'
Helpless as the victim and the villain
A slapped wrist for thoughtless dilemmas
Denied of a pardon for this ordeal
The sickening blow is punishment enough
Ripped flesh pasted onto
Something uncontrollable hideous and ugly
A taste of loyalty calm down
I'm calmed down its keeping me grounded
There was no risk assessment
I was wide eyed at foreign things
Ignoring the choices for fear of the chance
Clean your ears so you can
Hear what I'm listening to
Craves of my aesthetic will guide me tonight
But it's making me weak leave it alone
Leave us alone let's branch up and rise
What are the words i was
Supposed to have written?
As good as gold but still disposed
Faithful and Faithless
Crawl back to phase one
I'll let myself out gracefully
I can not keep but smile i'm fading out