Rozz Dyliams, Smallz One - Dangerous & Deadly lyrics

Built in hell-on-earth
For what it's worth I don't get no ascension
Trapped in the walls of wicked shit
That I built up for my own protection
Raised up right by Eaton, I knew
At a real young age, there ain't no heaven
Money was thin but dreams were
In when I was eight, and Shayne was seven
Moved away when I was ten
Had a deeper drop into depression
Started seeing it all for what
It was too early, what a blessing
Studying the bible off and on, alone
Confused and skit'sofrantic
Couldn't understand it
Nobody died but everybody vanished
Things werent coming in so clear like before
And I couldn't manage
But fate was on my side
Cause I found KGP when I was eleven
Simken Heights
I did my sacrificial rites and my decision
Is to live and die for wicked shit
This is now my religion
Taught me how to channel my
Hatred into a positive message
Opened up my eyes and showed me
How to execute my vision vision fading
Coming back to show me that Im sick inside
Never had a chance other than wicked shit
To get it right
Where Im from the wind tell secrets
Every night is devils nite
Wicked wicked, psycho psycho sick
Call me wicked 4 life
I remember just like yesterday
The day Ensizion died
Maybe when we die we just cross
Over to a sicker side
Sickness in my brain said that my
Best solution is to die pass me by
Unti I recognize that I been left behind
Everybody saw me snappin
But chose to ignore the signs
Had a thorough course in blas for me
The teacher was my 9
Perfected my wicked rhyme
This is my devotional
Can't let no one come inside
Im callous-unemotional
They tried to kkkill the fetus
Cause they knew what I would grow into
Took me out of school
Because they knew what I was gonna do
Can't go out like that
I'd rather count this money in front of you
I knew that I was lost around the
Same time that my mama knew
I never understood the stupid shit
That normal people do so if I stayed
I would have ran the risk of turning into you
Its a struggle now
Can you feel the sadness now?
Brain stuck inside of that Curt D crackhouse
Can you feel the madness now?
How much weight is on my shoulders now?
I don't know, but it's heavy now
Used to have a hobby, now
It's dangerous and deadly, now

Before I read books I
Was reading peoples looks
Tryin to separate the angels from the crooks
Studying Souls of those who corrode
Didn't care about math I solve
The problems that arose
Real-life shit like how to deal with myself
A real bitch demoness in living hell
Surrounded by flesh hiding truth inside
Everybody so old sitting around
Waiting to die not me not he not us no way
Living in the shadows slaughtering the days
All I smell is rot got caught up and decay
All of my thoughts got shot in my brain
Aimed at my face held by my friend
Couldn't replace what was destined in the end
So I just kept on going til
The sadness turned into my hate
Devoured all these souls and all this
Flesh that landed on my plate
I never thought about the consequences
That would come for me
Evil is as evil does and
That would comfort me
Some will see a different me
The others get the truth
I am not a simple seed I reincarnate Doom
Left 4 Dead upon the battlefield
Now my missions conquer
Many have attempted but they die
From what I conjure
Thrive for what I want to it
Can't be no other way
Dangerous and deadly if you don't
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