Rozz Dyliams, Shayd 479 - Exist lyrics

My mental state is sick mind
Infected by the brick
Happiness is over and I can not get with it
Everyday I toy with the idea
Of jumping off the ledge
I wish that I could do
It but I can't cause I'm a bitch
The only thing I love is something
That does not exist
The only thing existing in my
Life is just this i don't get to be a father
I don't get to see my kid
I don't even get a choice to
Tune the voices out my head life is torture
Life is struggle
Life is pain that just persists
And frankly I don't have the
Energy within a fighting pick
Smoking on the balcony, Alone is where I sit
Fienin' for a hit never thinking when I quit
Everybody quit on me but I'm still breathing
Breathe it in take it in the sound of me
Pounding my head with my fist
I tried to write a list about
Everything I was thankful for but
I just couldn't do it instead so
I came up with this