Rozz Dyliams, Purp Dogg - Leaving Everything lyrics

The thought of you popped in
My head the other day
I tried to write about it but
It wouldn't go away
Wish I could have seen you get
Better before you decayed
All I hope is that your
Safe and being treated okay
I remember the day
I watched you walk down the
Stairs into the courtyard
And get into the car outside the gate
I remembered the way your hands
Felt on my face your laugh and your smile
The stupid ass jokes you would make
I think about the day if it ever comes and
If I saw you what I would say
If it's even reason for asking
For you when I pray
The pain it causes me honestly
Even to this day if I knew where you stayed
If I knew where you stayed
I'd drop it all with no hesitation and come
Racing to find you and whisk you away
And if I had my way I would tell God to go to
Hell cause I love you even down
To how your armpit's smell
Hyper focused on the dream that
I'm trying to sell
Showing signs of aging from
Raging being inside hotels
Thinking bout going into the bathroom and
Punching the mirror on the wall
As hard as I can and how good it would feel
Thinking bout the vices I used and
How it used to feel to
Try to kill the feeling and
Feel anything other than real
I wanna feel the feel of time standing still
And I wanna kiss you again before
I die and I will
Because nobody will ever fill the void
That you left when you
Left if I'm left with this
I would rather get killed
They say everything happens for a
Reason but what's the reason
If the only reason is suffering
And living in guilt