Rozz Dyliams - Lock Em' In The Trunk lyrics

I've been in love with you for a
Little bit admiring you from a far
Because I don't want you to ever know it
I already got the perfect way to show it but
All I care about is how I
Do not wanna blow it
Just coasting at a rapid pace and often I
Don't even ewanna stop and take a moment
To admire the beauty of
Everything that isn't you
Cause if I had you then Id
Probably give it to the notion
I could fall in love with you
Again everyday in every way
And I guess I'm saying that
I don't gotta be hoping
I don't gotta operate on you to get you open
If you wanted tears I would cry you an ocean
When you walk into the room you
Do it in slow motion throwing petal roses
I wanna be there for you
To blossom like a lotus
Even if it's not me that's suppose
To I could probably force it
This infatuation is something I cannot take
And even if I could then I would
Wanna die before you know it
Most of the time though
I stay alone with me and myself in
The surface energy I grow with
Due to my negativity I will
Never be surprised if
I don't ever find anybody to get old with
I got depression that the thought of
You helps me cope with
But, I get more obsessive as
My heart stays broken

I know I could be a man
But, you still don't know who I am
I want you and I wanna possess you
But, I don't know how I can
I will take you out to sea
I will take you by the hand
I will let go of you and watch
You sink as deep as you can