Rozz Dyliams - Rope Knot lyrics

It's hard to find a reason where
It make sense enough to wanna still be here
I hate it here and I don't even care
I'd rather say I did my best and walk
Into the woods and feed a bear
It's like I have a type of pain
That no one else can feel
And no matter how loud I
Yell nobody else can hear
It's like I'm here but I'm not
Really here and when I
Wake up everyday no matter what
I feel tired and weird
Even ever since I was a kid it wouldn't make
Any sense to explain it even if I did
Ever since I could comprehend
Accomplishment it felt like
Something everybody else had I
Could never get
Everyday I'm just reminded nothings
Permanent except a dreary
Dullness of a constant motion blur effect
Drug addiction doesn't help it only
Worsens it cause when I
Sober up I'm just reminded of how worse it is
I ain't doing good but you
Ain't even gotta look
Life panned out like a Kawabata book
Got em shook in a rage but I'm working it
I think it's time to get me off
The stage and pull the curtain quick
I just wanna feel appreciated but I don't
Everything tell me to give it
Up but I just won't
Chair kicking, rope grippin' throat - Nope
I don't understand if this is
Real or it's a joke