SadBoyProlific - Dead and Cold lyrics

It's Prolific, just listen

Yeah, wake up every day and
It just feels repetitive
Think I need to chill
I think I need a sedative
I think depression's hittin' me I
Think it's finally setting in
Drifting to my feet and
Settling just like sediment
Coastin' and walking down this
Road called life blindly
Foolishly hoping for purpose to
Come and find me
In the depths of depression is
Where I've been residing
That or in my room under
My covers just hiding

Put me in the grave today
Black suit, red bouquet
Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay
Bullet in the chamber will stop
All of the pain
Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain
Feel my soul seep out with
Each line from the blade
No one sings along to the
Songs that I have made
Deep in thought like Socrates
I am not your property
Treated like a mockery
Glad no one is stopping me
Not one you should idolize
This is my final goodbye
But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize