SadBoyProlific - Hopeless lyrics

Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths
We must've walked different ways
’Cause lately I've been trapped in
Darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths
We must've walked different ways
’Cause lately I've been trapped in
Darkness with nothing but pain

Yeah I got regrets about the
Drugs that I take
But they help to solve the problems
That I stack in my brain
Tell me what you know 'bout
Being suicidal every day
And having no escape so you depend on a blade
Yeah I used to be an asshole
Said shit that he never meant
And then by the age of fourteen
I was on my twelfth attempt
I felt lost and trapped
Consumed by my regrets
Now I'm walkin' through a graveyard
Death at every step
Lately I been hidin' away inside of my room
Wishin' that I'd never even
Come outta the womb
But I’ll have a smile on my
Face when greetin’ my doom
I'll keep my problems locked inside my
Chest that’s all I ever do

Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths
We must've walked different ways
'Cause lately I've been trapped in
Darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths
We must’ve walked different ways
'Cause lately I've been trapped in
Darkness with nothing but pain

Opened up my mind and all I saw was an abyss
I'm losin' sight of the light
Like it's a solar eclipse
They said if not for talent
That I wouldn't exist
And all I do is spit like
I'm talkin' with a lisp
I'm just pennin' my emotions my
Reflection on the page
Society has set the norm they're
Tellin' me I'm strange
I dyed my hair and pierced my ears
I had to make a change
'Cause I'd rather be different then
Ever get called the same
I'm insane and I know it
I got issues and i really think they showin'
Doin' drugs in double doses
That's how I'm copin'
Oh I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think it's pretty clear I'm hopeless