SadBoyProlific - Merlin lyrics

If you wanna leave me here, just go
If you wanna leave me here, all alone
If you wanna leave me, then just go
If you wanna leave me here, all alone

I'm sittin' watchin' blood while it
Dries on my sleeve
Thinkin' why does everyone I love
Die or just leave and if I mean a thing
Then why would you leave
My mind only sees the suicide side of things
At this point we can't relate
If you ain't lost еverything
I ain't a bad person I got monsters in mе
And if God is a thing
What's he wantin' with me
Keep Lil Peep on repeat I
See the awfulest things
Another night spent starin' down at a gun
Got a bullet in the chamber take
It out then load it up
Hell yeah I wanna die
But I ain't the only one
Promised if not for me I'd at
Least live on for my son
I could never sell my soul I
Wouldn't know what it'd be worth
Don't think hell's a separate place
I believe it's earth
Shouldn't use these blades to feel
But the pain it just works
I been thinkin' about Juice lately
While I take percs
I'm insane but the pain it just hurts

Don't worry about me you
Should worry 'bout yourself
I don't give a fuck 'bout
Anything you'll only hurt yourself
I am not a person I'm a shell
Trapped inside a certain kind of hell
If I found the cards to open
Up the curtains you could tell
Ain't been sleepin' late at night
I see me murdering myself
Why the guys that used to wish I
Fail try and wish me well
My words magical like Merlin himself
The earth isn't well I'm
Sending serpents to hell
If my idols weren't dead then
We'd prolly be friends
Give a fuck if my name's
One these lames won't forget
Gotta cop the suicide doors i8 just for X
And for Peep I'ma need to cop
The truck that's a benz
I've always been myself never
Copied no one else
For you fakes that's way more than
You could say for yourself i can't go back
I was made up in hell like in
Freddy nightmares it's like Jason as well

Yeah, most of y'all are actors and
Not rappers there's a difference
You better learn the ones
Between facts between fiction
Don't know why you got a pole
You can't aim wit' it
It'd be such a shame if
You lames came up missin'
But there is not much we could chop up
Stay out my way and we
Won't have no problems
Young Dracula might just have to pop up
Goddamn this grown man screamin'
Like a toddler ain't no surprise why your
Wife doesn't want ya
Walking through the hall bruh
Spirit's too terrified to haunt us

If you wanna leave me here, all alone
If you wanna leave me, then just go
If you wanna leave me here, all alone